I never paid attention to these things, but what am I doing right now? It's complicated.
Why do I care? It's none of my business. I won't change for someone, but what if he leaves?
What if it's too late? Will I be left with regrets or something more? Will time be in my favour? I don't know how to change his indifference towards me. What to say, and what not to say?
How can I make him notice my existence? Is it really too much to ask for? Am I not worthy
enough for even a single smile from him? The only question in my thoughts is why and
how...